<Sigh> Have you ever made a mistake that completely sets you back to square one? I have. My project is totally ruined and so totally gone so I have to start over. Yes, that is a rather dark cloud and I am not sure that silver lining isn’t just a bolt of lightning, but I am trying to look at the positive side of things.
~ Positives ~
- I made it as far as I could with very little unfix-able mistakes. Yay me on that because this was not an easy project.
- I am going to start over. Frustrations or not I have the strength to start over…um, after I get a couple other things out the way.
- I will work a little easier knowing exactly how things are supposed to go, which will make my moments of lack of concentration not be so bad on the “where was I” ladder.
- I’m starting over. I know I already said that but it’s kind of big for me because I seriously just want to burn the entire project into the ground and be done with it. Patience is a virtue…or so they say anyway ;).
All of that being said I am going to be tied up with projects for a while. I have pre-scheduled the Saturday blog hop post so that I will be sure it does actually post on time, but other than that…well, writing is on a back burner until I get the other projects done and the one I ruined restarted and at least close to where I was when I messed it up. In my mother’s words, I know how to mess things up. I know how to mess them up really well. Basically I’m going to be busy trying to fix my mess-up and get some non writing work done.